I have a problem…
Everyone has problems don’t they? And problems should be solved before they have the chance to develop and overwhelm us.
I get angry sometimes. But that is not the problem. Anger is fine and is not a sin. The problem is what I do or say when I do get angry. I just got angry at a customer who complained and made a lot of noise about not getting a signal reception near where I work despite my 100% signal at my workplace. I talked to him and said that we cannot guarantee signal reception EVERYwhere. He started saying “You people cheating… lousy… etc etc.” I chose to ignore him and attend to other potential customers. I was fuming inside. That customer returned the flyer I gave him and I did something out of my anger: I squashed the flyer and threw it in his direction. Man I was angry. B****** .
This was just one of the many many not-so-memorable occasions in my life.
I knew I should just kept my cool and be nice. But this is my problem. At the heat of the moment, venting the anger might cause me to do stupid things. I need help, O God. Sorry for my stupid actions and I pledge to control my anger once again. Sadly, this pledge has been broken many times already. I need a renewal of my mind. A transformation of my inner self. Sorry Jesus for sinning against You. Please forgive me.To all of you, Ern Sheong is actually not a very good role model, despite many thinking that I am so. Nonsense. I have my own problems. But I am working daily to change my attitude and the way I react. I know what is happening and I don’t want to let it get out of hand. God bless you all.
Patience and tolerance. Patience and tolerance.
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dont worry dude, but its heartening to see that you are aware of the aspects in life that you have to work on. lets go the extra mile yeah? you can do this!