US APPLICATIONS DONE

It is FINALLY DONE! What a relief!

Yes I may have been a little too optimistic. I only applied to the HARDEST-to-get-into universities (for engineering) in the US.

After all the thinking, I ended up applying to FIVE Universities in the United States:

1) MIT (Applying financial aid)
2) Stanford
3) UC Berkeley
4) Princeton (Applying financial aid)
5) Cornell

(Why no Harvard, Yale, Dartmouth? Engineering is not their forte IMO)

I don’t get how some people can apply to so many (10, 13, 15?) I am already very tired at five. So much time and late nights went to the essays. So much double checking, so much peer reviews. So sick of it. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. FIVE.

As you can see, no safeties there. It is very likely that I might be rejected by all five. When that happens, I would say “Hello Singapore” again. (NUS) Yup, thinking big and acting on it won’t hurt. At the end of the day, I believe that an education does not equal where you went to for university. Frankly, I would rather earn respect through my own character than from my alma mater’s big name.

But… just try lah… no harm

Must Watch: NATIONAL TREASURE 2, Book of Secrets

A stunning movie full of wickedly intelligent scenes depicting how Benjamin Franklin Gates (Nicholas Cage) amazingly solves the mystery into the secret hideout of gold which unlocks secrets to the pre-Columbian era. This is an action movie cum thriller cum adventure movie.  I was held on the edge of my seat throughout the 2 hours of the movie. Amazing. I thought it was the best movie I had ever watched this year (2007). The car chasing scenes were spectacularly shot and the script writer or author of the movie’s story is truly a genius. Who could have thought of such a clever plot? Gates kidnaps the President,  manoeuvre’s out of a car chase, breaks into the Library of Congress, goes into the President’s Oval Office (hot scene there) and explores the hidden caves which lead to the underground gold treasure. His adventure clears up his great great grandfather’s name Thomas Gates who was accused of plotting the entire Lincoln assassination. And as usual, the bad guys die and lose.

A must watch!

The Malaysian Brain Drain

I went back to Malacca recently (my hometown) and made an observation I wasn’t aware of until now.

One cousin of mine is now already a Singaporean (she took up a scholarship which requires her to be a Singaporean). Another cousin of mine is going to work in Singapore or Australia. I have another two cousins who are already Australian PRs. Opps, make that three, another cousin of mine who is now in Malaysia is also a PR holder who has plans to reside in Australia in the future.

Large scale uprooting.

This is only my family. Among friends, the number of fingers that I have is not enough to count those who have already left for “greener pastures.”

What is happening to Malaysia now? Where will I be? This world is becoming so globalized. People go wherever they want. Is migration a bad thing? I don’t have the answers, but I just want to trust Him and acknowledge Him in all that I do.

With that, I can never go wrong.

I AM LEGEND

A great movie which really was about Will Smith (Robert …?). He was the main actor, the rest were merely side actors. He stole the whole show. Amazing acting. But what really struck me was that the show also showed how God has plans to end a catastrophe, no matter how hopeless the situation may be. Really, everything is in God’s hands and He works in ways unseen.

I recall in the movie how Will Smith’s daughter kept showing the butterfly sign to her father (W. Smith). Then later in the movie Anna came to his rescue (God send! He had no hope of survivign by himself at all!) when the nasty creatures were about to infect him and kill him. Though Robert had doubts about what Anna was telling him (that God sent her there, and TOLD her to rescue him, that there was a survivors’ colony somewhere), he saw the tattoo of a butterfly behind Anna’s neck. He was reminded of the moments when her daughter tried to show him the butterfly sign. So he decided to act. In the end, he sacrificed himself for the sake of the remaining surviving humans on earth (hence, he is legend)

Yes, God works in ways unseen. Bad things happen in this world (9/11). Instead of blaming God, let us take respite in the fact that He is interceding for us in the bad times. There were many accounts of how God moved throughout the people to bring many to safety. Bad things will continue to happen (the Bible says so), but in the end, Christ stands victorious.

Watch it!!!

Many thanks for the birthday wishes!

Many many thanks to the many many people who wished me Happy Birthday last Dec 20th! I really appreciate it and God bless you all!

What a rejection letter from Stanford looks like… =(

I was deferred, but this is how a rejection letter looks like:

The Office of Undergraduate Admission regrets to inform you that we are unable to offer you admission to Stanford University. The overall quality of our applicant pool and relatively small size of our freshman class means that we disappoint the vast majority of our applicants each year. We acknowledge your strong interest in Stanford, which makes the task of sending you this news especially difficult.

You will find below answers to the most commonly asked questions about the Restrictive Early Action process at Stanford. I hope it will help answer some of the questions you may have about our decision. Please be aware that we are not able to consider appeals to this decision.

[Insert name here], you are a fine student with solid support from your teachers and advisors. I am confident that you will enjoy great success in your undergraduate education. I only wish we had room for everyone with talent and energy like yours.

As a more formal notice of our admission decision, we have mailed you a letter copy of this email.

 

With best wishes for an outstanding undergraduate experience,

Richard H. Shaw

Dean of Admission and Financial Aid

Enclosure

_____________________________

Some Commonly Asked Questions
About the Restrictive/Single-Choice Early Action Admission Process

We hope the information on this sheet will answer your questions regarding the Stanford admission process. Please know every application to Stanford is considered both individually and within the context of a very large and talented applicant pool. This year, nearly 4,600 Restrictive/Single-Choice Early Action applicants were considered for admission. We were able to offer admission to just 750.

What criteria do you use when making decisions? Why wasn’t I admitted if I was academically qualified for admission?

We have tremendous respect for the students who apply for undergraduate admission to Stanford. All applicants are carefully evaluated based on the same set of materials. We seek to know each applicant individually and to develop an understanding of the applicant within the context of the resources and opportunities available to that student. Applicants convey their strengths through their academic record, personal essays, recommendations, activities, and by the fluency of their writing.

The two most important criteria for admission to Stanford are distinguished academic achievement in high school and significant potential to achieve at a high level during the undergraduate years. Another criterion for admission is involvement outside the classroom, where we seek evidence of sustained commitment and leadership in school and community activities. We look for students who will make a strong contribution to the Stanford community by demonstrating intellectual vitality and academic leadership, qualities not entirely captured by grade point averages and test scores. Unfortunately, because there are so many exceptional students who apply to Stanford, there are many top students for whom we simply don’t have room. For example, with more than 2,700 early applicants reporting a 4.0 or higher GPA, we were unable to offer admission to all those who presented such outstanding credentials. Ultimately, we are only able
to offer admission to just 10% of the approximately 25,000 students expected to apply.

Sometimes a candidate is denied admission, while someone he or she knows, whose rank in class and/or test scores are lower, is admitted. This occurs both because we value hard-to-quantify personal qualities and achievements, and because schools, programs and individuals vary so widely. While you might know another applicant’s rank in class, GPA and test scores, only admission officers see the entire application, including the student’s writing and teacher and counselor recommendations. Each applicant presents a unique combination of achievement, potential and intellectual vitality, as well as their personal qualities and story. It is the composite of these factors that ultimately influences our decisions.

Why was my application not deferred to Regular Decision?

Unlike many colleges and universities with early admission options, Stanford defers relatively few students to the Regular Decision period; a much greater portion of our early applicants are in fact denied. We aim to provide a final decision on every application whenever possible. Factors considered in our decision not to defer an application include an understanding of our overall applicant pool and the reality of a relatively small freshman class. Such decisions are made only after a careful and thorough review. Applicants who are not offered admission may not reapply this year under the Regular Decision
program.

Was there a quota for my school or region or any other groups?

No. We do not have quotas for any particular schools or types of schools, or any geographic region. Students from nearly 6,000 high schools apply to Stanford each year. In some cases, only one student applies; in other cases, more than one hundred students apply. Also, we do not use any racial, religious, ethnic or gender-related quotas in making our admission decisions.

Was financial need part of the admission decision?

An applicant’s need for financial aid is never a factor in the admission decision, except in the case of international students
(applicants requiring a student visa to study in the United States). Stanford adheres to a “need-blind” admission policy for all U.S. citizens and registered permanent residents. The financial aid process is completely separate from the admission decision.

Is there an appeal process?

No. Stanford admission decisions are final and there is absolutely no appeal process. Our admission officers are carefully trained to ensure a fair and consistent application review process. They read thousands of applications each year and base their decisions on the unique strengths and context of a given application in comparison with the entire applicant pool. All admission decisions are made by committee consensus/vote and not by any one admission officer. As a
result, we cannot provide applicants with specific or detailed “reasons” for why they were not offered admission. Regretfully, appeals will not be considered or acknowledged.

Can I apply again as a transfer student?

Applicants who are not offered admission are eligible to apply as a transfer student in a future year. We use the same admission criteria, however, when evaluating transfer applications and we have a similarly qualified transfer applicant pool. It is also important to note that the transfer admission process is even more competitive. In recent years, less than 5% of transfer applicants have been admitted. When reviewing applicants with only one year of college work, we focus primarily on high school grades, test scores and activities. When the applicant has attended college full time for two years, the strength of the college program and academic achievement at the college level are given primary consideration. Applicants are limited to a total of three applications to Stanford, whether for freshman admission, transfer admission, or a combination of both.

Thank you for taking the time to read this information.

We wish you the very best for your undergraduate experience.

DEFERRED FROM STANFORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Received at 9.46 am, 15th december. Three applied from NJC for Early Action to Stanford. Zhong Liang and Varun were rejected. (don’t sweat it guys, so many more avenues out there which may be much better!) Well, they deferred me with a sweet sounding e-mail. I stayed up the whole night (or morning) but gave up waiting at around 6 am and slept till 10 am with my heart beating like crazy upon confronting the laptop. Deferred.

Two possible reasons for deferral:

1) I am not too strong enough an applicant and decision is hard to make, so postpone decision to Regular Decision pool to get a better picture of the whole Malaysian applicant pool before deciding. (Strong but not strong enough compared to others in Early Action) Cautious decision making…
2) They just want to wait for all the other Malaysian applicants to come in and compare me with them in the Regular Decision pool. But I have shown much interest in them by applying early, which is a plus point.

THE E-MAIL:

Dear Ern Sheong,

The Office of Undergraduate Admission has decided to defer your application to Stanford for further consideration during our Regular Decision process and will notify you of a final decision in early April. We appreciate the thought and effort you put into your application as well as selecting Stanford as your first-choice school. Your application clearly communicated to us your strong interest in the University.

You are among a small group being deferred for consideration with our Regular Decision candidates. The reasons for postponing a final decision vary, but in most cases we want to see first semester, senior-year grades or want to have the opportunity to review a candidate, in the context of the entire applicant pool. It is difficult to predict the chances of gaining admission, however in each of the past three years we have offered admission to about ten percent of those early applicants whom we deferred to Regular Decision. While we hope your strong interest in Stanford continues, we advise you to pursue other college alternatives as well.

Between now and April, we recommend you continue to strive for the highest level of academic performance and keep us up-to-date on your progress. Please ask your school to submit the Mid-Year School Report (downloadable from the Common Application website) and transcript as soon as grades are available. We also invite you to use the Optional Update Form (accessible online) to let us know about your new activities and achievements, and send any new test scores you might have. Additional recommendation letters, however, are not encouraged. In the meantime, please let us know if you have any questions or concerns. Please include your Stanford ID number (located at the top of this letter) or your Common Application number on your Mid-Year School Report, Optional Update Form and any correspondence.

As a more formal notice of your admission decision, we have mailed you a letter copy of this email.

With best wishes,

Richard H. Shaw

Dean of Admission and Financial Aid

(emphasis mine)

Nice words. Motivates me to apply to more universities in case they reject me outright. =(

First Cell Group Meeting in BU (E12)

Well, it was really a pleasant cell group with very pleasant people. God’s presence was really strong and the spiritual atmosphere was awesome. I felt integrated to the cell even though it was just my first time going to the cell group in Malaysia. Overall, the members of the cell were really a very friendly bunch. Glad to have met you guys: Sherene (CGL), Jessica, Alison, Joshua, Kevin, Hazel and of course, the guy who brought me there, Min Huei!

Cheers everyone =)

Stanford Admission Results in 16 hours!

Saturday, 7 am, Malaysian time.

That e-mail would then come into my inbox.

What would it say?

Learning Mandarin from scratch…

Today I signed up for Kumon’s Mandarin course. Yes, I am going to learn to read and write Mandarin from scratch.

Perhaps in 8 months time before I head somewhere (only God knows where) I can shed the label of ‘banana.’.  It is the unglamorous term for Chinese who cannot speak Mandarin. Too bad I did not attend a Chinese medium school in Malaysia during primary school at least. Sigh, Chinese people should really send their children to Chinese type primary schools at the very least. Take note, people!

Well, there’s nothing wrong with trying to learn Mandarin despite being 19 already. Learning is lifelong.

I found a job!

Salesman for iZZi wireless broadband, introduced to me by Victor Tham (thanks Victor!) who is working near the iZZi booth in Giant Kelana Jaya where he is works as a Streamyx sales rep.

Pays RM 1500 per month with commission of RM 50 per sales. Long working hours with one weekday off per week. Yes, it means that I have to work weekends. No more slacking and chilling! Minimum commitment is 3 months. If this job really suits me and sales are good, I would consider staying on until it is time to enter university :)

I am not scared of long hours or hard work outdoors in the city center approaching random people (had a lot of exposure to that through Scouts and community service), but my main concern is that I would not be able to attend church and cell group and other stuff given my long working schedule as a salesperson for Malaysia’s new wireless broadband. (more info at www.izzi.com.my)

I think God has opened a door for me to this job (The job came to me, I did not search for it) and I believe that He would also help me plan my schedule very nicely. Time to say goodbye to the comfort zone of doing nothing all day long at home!

I want a Mac badly

My next laptop would definitely be a Mac.

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If I ever go to the US, this could be the Macbook Pro that I will buy. Expensive but loving it! Dreaming about it! (The price is quoted in US Dollars)

Oh no, wait… I also need to get software for the Macbook Pro… which means more dollars. Might have to downgrade from the above ideal configuration to save up money for other software. Plus printer? Sigh. Money money money…

SSEF Article from IMRE magazine, Perspectives (Nov 2007)

Well this took place in March 2007.

Sasha and I underwent a 6-month research attachment in the Institute of Materials Research and Engineering (IMRE), Singapore in 2006 which culminated in a project which we used to compete in the Singapore Science and Engineering 2007 in March 2007. Many thanks to our mentor Dr Dennis Tan who was our mentor. We managed to clich the Gold medal in what must have been the most surprising moment in my life.

14 Gold awards were given out of the 330 research projects competing. Awards were announced by sticking labels on winners’ posters. After 13 Gold awards had been given out, I thought that was it. We did not win anything at all. No GOLD anymore…

But suddenly the Results Official walked right up to my booth, stood on my chair… and pasted the yellow GOLD label on my research poster. I stood there dumbfounded, jaw on the floor, and could not believe my eyes. Praise the Lord!

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Sasha and I

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The Gold Label

City Harvest Church Kuala Lumpur

(Realised that many who Googled “City Harvest Church Kuala Lumpur” end up here in this post. If you are looking for the church website of City Harvest Kuala Lumpur, click here, www.chc.org.my)

I am surprised at being able to attend CHCKL the day after I returned from Singapore. It’s like… no time gap at all. Haha, which is good.

Had a hard time finding the place in Subang Jaya, after a lot of wrong turnings my parents and I eventually reached the place. My mum accompanied me to the service, but my dad, who only insists on going to his own church, lingered around outside. (Only he can do such things such as waiting for so long)

It was a good service, nothing alien to me as the culture in CHCKL was almost similar to that of CHC Singapore. I am really proud that this time, everything I saw came from Malaysians and not Singaporeans. Yes, Malaysians are capable of rising up to great things as well. (the government sucks, that’s all) And of course, nothing beats the prospect of being surrounded by fellow Malaysian CHC members as opposed the large Singaporean majority in CHC Singapore. We are a church growing very fast, and I am really glad to be part of CHC family again to carry God’s vision for us.

I am so excited to be back here in City Harvest Kuala Lumpur! So many exciting things happening here, and I want to be back in the House of God to serve and offer my time and effort!

Of course, my mum was a bit uneasy with the service given it’s loud and raucous style of worship and perhaps speaking in tongues etc. but it is OK. I will continue to stay in the church while my mum goes to her preferred church. Sometimes things are better that way. In effect, all three of us (Mum, Dad and I) will be attending three separate churches. Bad or good? Well, it is the best for all of us, at least for now.

Singapore Marathon 2007 Results

Not bad… not bad at all…

I ranked 1977 out of 8727 runners in the Men’s Open Category (42 KM) and completed the marathon in a Gun Time of 4 hours 50 minutes and 17 seconds, and a Chip time of 4 hours 47 minutes and 31 seconds.

Not bad for a first timer. The most agonizing run in my life. =)

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